Greyscale
Kerry Lewis
Greyscale memories black & white & red all over
bedsheets stained by bloody nails, the willing
victim autopsied by three nails & a spear, lying on
her back, putting up a front, all lies come back
‘round yon’ virgin mother & childbirth, virgin birth
& virgin sacrifice, surgeon with a kitchen knife;
christmas lights & christmas stars illuminate Grey
blades & thigh scars never fade, father of the
decade, promises right & left at the altar ego death
bed springs a phoenix from the Grey ash of a
thousand cigarettes, blowing Grey smoke, stress
chain smoking & stressing weakest links til chains
are broken links redirecting home is where the
heart is in a cage of bone, heart of gold, chest of
opal, Grey chest binder keeps him hopeful, open
heart & open mind & open casket baptism in a hair
salon with conditioner & holy water, wholly
underwater, under the condition of holy love
conditional, conditioned to be mint condition silver
coins turned Grey, silver medal accolade, coin flip
pray for heads, mint chip rocky road & rocky roads
ahead, road head & tailgating headlights & dirt
roads, head under waterboarding baptismal font,
12-point times new roman single spaced, new
romantic ends to single times, 12-dimensional
spacetime, pointing to space, romantics knew:
timing is key to the city of rome falls in a day,
hopeful romantics falling in love in a day & by
nightfall wishing on falling stars above to fall in
love under Grey moonlight spooning & fingering &
wrapped around her finger a Grey pinky ring, pinky
promising to never lift a finger, kisses linger & lips
wander, night of wonder, nighttime wandering,
knight in shining Grey armoring, night of birth, rite
of birth, rite of passage, passing blunts & passing
time & passing classes, passing in bathrooms,
passing out in bathroom stalls, hiding from
reflections in passing mirrors, self-reflections,
mirror selfies & self-portraits of dorian Greyscale
nude portraits of unrecognizable changes with the
passage of time, this too shall pass & in time we
two shall pass & we shall pass the time & pass
along our Greyscale tales until our hairs turn Grey;
Kerry Lewis is a junior Creative Writing and Math double major from Fairfax, Virginia. Their hobbies include writing, being gay, and crying. They hope to one day be a manic pixie dream girl and die tragically young.
Issue 12
2018